The Record Needle

Consciousness is enigmatic at best. It’s easy enough to explain it in self referencing terms, for example, “I think, therefore I am.” But it’s difficult to abstract away from the subject itself to describe what consciousness actually is. I wanted to introduce you to the concept of the record needle.

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Imagine for a moment that your life is a record. You are born on the outer edge of the record and you die when the last song plays on the inner edge near the record label. Your whole life is represented by the music across the vinyl.

So what are you?

Are you the record? Yes. But this represents you across all time that you will occupy and have occupied.

Are you the music coming out of the speakers? Yes. But this is really the side effect of your presence.

Are you the record player? Yes, arguably, along with the rest of the universe. You can be seen as both part of the choir and the conductor. Player and played.

But what of your consciousness? Where would this metaphor put your consciousness? The answer is, the record needle.

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Your consciousness is actually a tool, or mechanism, through which you are married to the present moment. Your consciousness enables you to experience your life one moment at a time. Without the needle the record would be a collage of random notes and orchestration. You need a linear experience to be able to process and attempt to understand the content.

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Without life being presented as a momentary experience, everything would happen at once. There would be a tremendous burst of sight and sound, light and darkness, noise and silence, in an instant and then nothing.

Perhaps that is truly what the big bang is/was/will be. Everything happened all at once. Within that a tool was devised to allow souls to try to understand/experience that flash. How would you try to break down, literally everything, into digestible chunks?

How do you eat an elephant? One bite at a time.

Thus comes consciousness, a needle on the record of your life. Allowing you to process this experience linearly.

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Namaste,

Kevin

Bubble Theory

Soap Bubbles

Your world is a bubble.

The bubble represents your sphere of knowledge. Everything that you know and understand is inside of your bubble.

Each time you ask a question your bubble expands.

Each time you answer a question your bubble expands.

But it is still a finite bubble.

You can only know as much as you know.

Everything you do not know is outside of your bubble of knowing.

There are things you know, and there are things you do not know.

The most interesting thing, about the things you do not know, is that there are things you do not know that you do not know.

There are questions you haven’t even thought to ask yet, because you do not even believe they are a valid line of inquiry.

Meaning, you live inside a bubble.

You live inside a self contained world.

Your world is often internally consistent, in that you rationalize explanations for things within the context of what you know.

But the reality is, that reality does operate on rules completely beyond your knowledge.

You know that if you plant seeds in soil and water them, they will grow.

You also know that if you plant a watermelon seed it will not grow into an apple tree.

But you do not know why the plant grows.

You do not know what generative spark fires within it’s structure to cause it to grow.

But you know, based on past experience that it will grow.

So you continue to plant seeds confident that growth will result.

The scope of unknowns outside of our knowledge is infinite.

The amount of information that you are not even aware of, is breathtaking.

In less polite terms, Your ignorance is boundless.

It’s a wonder you can even get out of bed in the morning.

It is fascinating when you begin to understand the amount of lgical assumptions that your mind must make just to walk across an empty room. You have absolutely no idea how you do it. And even more astounding is the fact that you do not care. You simply do it with a devil may care attitude. Your level of entitlement is audacious.

You continue to breath expecting oxygen to just show up in your lungs.

You continue to walk across the floor expecting that the floor will hold you simply because it has in the past.

You continue to make decisions that are life altering despite the fact that you don’t have all the answers. You don’t even have all the questions.

We all live in bubbles.

It is not important that you break your bubble. You can’t.

It is not important that your bubble is very small. It is always going to be.

It is important that you know you live in a bubble. Awareness is key.

The awareness that you know so very little is not intended to stymy you. It’s the human condition. We all know so very little.

Awareness leads to grace for yourself. You muddled through yesterday in your ignorance, you can muddle through today and tomorrow.

Awareness leads to grace for others. Another person’s bubble is entirely different from yours and yet entirely similar. You will often marvel at what they do not know and marvel at what they do know.

But knowing that you and they are confounded and accompanied by ignorance allows for grace.

Namaste,

Kevin

Soap Bubbles

Losing My Sciligion (aka science as a religion)

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Losing my Sciligion…

 

It’s a frequent comment these days, “It seems that people have replaced religion with science.” Unfortunately, as is our tendency as human beings, we’ve been far too literal. People have literally replaced religion with science. Replacing one belief system with another.

 

Science isn’t supposed to be a belief system.

It’s not supposed to get bogged down with dogma and stigma and beliefs.

But it has become that.

 

There is a ruling class.

There are priests.

There are holy books.

There are even cults of science.

 

Science has become the new religion, and not in a good wholesome way.

 

People establish a framework of beliefs and don’t allow logic (aka science) to change their beliefs about their sciligion. We have groups of people being oppressed by scientific dogma. We have people being ostracized for their radical ideas. There are areas of inquiry that will get you laughed out of a room of “scientific” people. Areas of thought that aren’t allowed.

Does that sound like science to you?

Or does it sound more familiar, like old ways of thinking, like, for example, religion.

 

Science has become, to a great many people, Sciligion.

 

Think about some of the following statements:

“The bible says…”

“Well science says…”

“This is what C.S. Lewis says about pain…”

“This is what Einstein says about the universe…”

 

Just because Einstein is quoted as having said something doesn’t make it scientific. You shouldn’t be able to win an argument by saying “Well this is what Carl Sagan believed…” It’s belief, it’s dogma, it’s not the scientific method, it’s the religious method.

 

We are built to believe. We establish parameters and beliefs within which we process the rest of the world around us… But that is not scientific, that is psychological.

 

To be truly scientific you have to allow your fundamental concepts to be overturned. You have to allow for your fundamental thesis to be wrong. You have to allow for experiments and evidence to guide you to the answer.

 

Please don’t get me wrong, belief it important. Belief is powerful. But belief is belief, it is not science. Even if your beliefs are based on science at some point you’ve gone off the rails of fact and wandered into the fields of belief. Everybody has. But the scientifically minding is willing to accept they have done this. The Sciligious on the other hand believes they are above this failing and incapable of being wrong. Sound familiar? Perhaps the Pharisees of the bible could teach a thing of two to the Sciligious of today.

 

The next time someone challenges your foundation. Don’t correct them. Don’t tell them they’re wrong. Thank them for shaking things up a bit and do the research. Look into the facts. Don’t rebuttal with your beliefs. That’s just the blind leading the blind. If you think you’re scientifically minded, then be scientific.

 

If you want to operate out of your beliefs, that’s perfectly okay, but don’t call it science. Call it sciligion.

 

Namaste,

Kevin

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Looking For The S.E.P. Field

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One of my favorite parts to the Hitchhikers Guide To The Galaxy series was the description of the S.E.P. field. Arthur and Ford (two of the main characters) are searching for a way to get back home and Ford spots a spaceship, but Arthur can’t see it. Ford is pointing straight at it, but Arthur just sees an empty field. Ford goes on to explain that the spaceship has an S.E.P. field around it. “S.E.P. ?” Arthur asks, not understanding. “Somebody Else’s Problem field, it’s a field that hides things from people because they don’t think they have to worry them.” explains Ford.

I’ve always loved this idea. Whenever I run into problem at work I explain we just need to put an S.E.P. field around it and we won’t have to worry about it any more. I laugh and the people around me stair blankly wondering what’s wrong with me. What’s wrong with me is a topic for another, probably much longer, post. But for this one, let’s stick to the concept of the S.E.P. field.

Our minds are incredible focus engines. We can drill down on a specific problem and think the heck out of it. It’s an evolutionary adaptation that enables us to survive by focusing specifically on the thing that’s preventing us from continuing to exist. Whether that be a search for food, or the search for a way to avoid becoming food. We can focus down to the specific problem at hand and work on it till our neurons bleed, making sure we’ve solved it.

This can become very problematic when we live in a super complex world that’s constantly presenting us with unsolvable problems. Or at the very least problems that lend to misdirection and slight of hand. Problems that appear to be one thing, but are in fact another. In other words when someone says, “pay no attention to the man behind the curtain.”, it may be a good time to pay attention to the man behind the curtain.

I’m not saying we have to seek out more problems than we already have. In fact we may want to lose focus on the problems we’re already drilling down into. It’s quite possible that the main thing that has your knickers in a twist, is in fact not a problem you even need to worry about. It’s possible if you shift your focus to the corner of your eye and look for the metaphorical spaceship hiding behind the SEP field, that you’ll find your problem is already solved and you neednt’ have worried at all.

It’s also useful to look for the hidden aspects of our universe, because we tend to be the ones that hide things from ourselves. Meaning that as we learn about how we think the world works, we make assumptions about what that means and start to exclude possibilities. In effect we decide by inference how the world doesn’t work.

I heard this quote recently, “The opposite of a lie is a profound truth. But the opposite of a profound truth, may in fact be another profound truth.” (Manhattan the TV Series). This can be taken to mean that just because you’ve found an aspect of truth, that doesn’t imply that everything else is a lie. You need to keep your eyes and your mind open for the next profound truth.

If you have found a truth you are not at the end, only the beginning.

If  you can’t see the path forward, you may need to look at it sideways.

The solution may just be hidden in an S.E.P field.

Namaste,

Kevin

What Is Truth?

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And the truth shall set you free… Once you figure out what it is.

 

Have you ever pondered the word “Truth”? Have you ever considered what truth really is?

 

Merrian Webster defines it like this:

Truth – the truth : the real facts about something : the things that are true

: the quality or state of being true

: a statement or idea that is true or accepted as true

 

There was a time when the idea of the world being flat, was accepted as truth. And according to this definition that was not a lie, it was in fact true, because, it was accepted as truth. So truth may not always be… well, true.

 

At one point in our society we accepted as truth:

Black people should not have equal rights to White people – This is false

Women should not have equal rights to men – This is false

Children should be seen and not heard – I’m not even sure if this is possible, but some days it would be nice…

 

According to Merrian Webster truth is subjugated to the mob mentality. If something is accepted as true it can then be proffered as truth regardless of it’s lack of factuality. You could argue that truth in fact negates itself, because societies can silently vote on what they believe is true. So lacking complete facts conclusions are based on facts at hand, with incomplete information, facts become truth and truth is founded on a lie. Ergo, truth is falsehood.

 

So where does that leave us? How can truth set us free? Are we throwing out the baby with the bathwater? When did we start cleaning babies?

 

Perhaps the best thing in this case is the rephrase and reframe. Perhaps, like all words that become overwhelmed with legal precedent and burdened down with cultural bias, we need to adopt a new way of speaking and thinking. Perhaps we need to create a new language that isn’t overloaded in our minds. Or perhaps we should look to an old language that our minds are unfamiliar with, in order to start fresh and build new constructs.

 

This is where the liberation of ancient languages has value.  Ever since I heard it I have had a fondness for the sanskrit word “Maya“. Maya means illusion. The way I learned it, it pointed to a very specific kind of illusion. The illusion that our mind puts over the world around us. In fact it is the illusion of our truth. Truth is so powerful that our mind’s truth is held up as a shadow over everything we see. Our truth is in fact a filter through which those things that conflict with it cannot pass. Our truth, as described through maya, in fact prevents us from seeing the truth.

 

What is the truth? In many ways global truth is as subjective as personal truth. The universe allows us to have a personal truth in order to give us a gateway through which to perceive the larger truth. As with any model, there are bound to be flaws and imperfections. As you can imagine the truth you operate out of has taken years of construction. And the instruments of training our truth have been the flawed truths of all of our teachers before us. Our truth is literally standing on the shoulders of all those truths that came before us. Deconstructing the building of truth to it’s foundation is no small task.

 

It’s also a work that must be pursued. After all, the truth shall set us free. But we have to find it first.

 

We are born with a powerful set of tools are our disposal, and then rarely taught how to use them. Instincts and intuition, when minded and heeded, enable us to see being the truth of our mind. Paying attention to your gut and seeing past your perception is an act of awareness. It often must be approached in the 3rd person outside of ego. And it is an act of patience and compassion.

 

The quest for truth is not an afternoon activity and not for the faint of heart. I assume the end result is amazing… But I’m not there yet.

 

Keep the faith.

Seek for truth.

Love thyself.

 

Namaste,

Kevin

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Soul Fragments – Part 2 – The War

Thank you for the interest and comments on last weeks post. I’ve decided to share the second part of the story. This came up just a few weeks ago during body talk and I haven’t had time to fully process the implications of it.

I have a 3 year old and a 10 week old. I have always been set off by crying, but I just figured every parent is. There were times when my 3 year old was younger that her crying would just set me off into a very negative place. My beloved wife has been in charge of most of the night time duties, partially because I can’t handle extended crying, it just puts me on edge and makes me anxious.

About 6 weeks back, when our baby was 4 weeks old, we took a trip up to Berkley, CA. On the approximately hour long drive home our baby woke up and started crying. He had protested car rides in the past so we weren’t sure what we could do for him other than get home and out of the car. So we kept driving. Instead of settling down, he cried the last 30 minutes of the car ride. When we got home I was shaking, anxious and just a mess. I felt like I was on the edge of an anxiety attack for the next 6 days. It made me cranky and irritable and I felt miserable. I was set off in a big way.

So when I went in for my next body talk session, I mentioned I’d been anxious to my body talk practitioner. She usually questions my body to see what I need to process that week. But she also takes notes about how I’m doing before the session and then asks if my body has those things to process as part of the agenda. In this case my body and my mind were on the same page. We needed to process this crying response.

What came up, still amazes me.

I had a soul fragment attached to me from a Vietnam veteran. When he was in the war, he had been commanded to “clear out a village”. After the carnage and killing he was standing in the center of the village and all he could hear was the screaming of the babies that were left. As she described this energy fragment an intense vision of the situation came to me. I still shutter now thinking about the horror of it.

So this was the tie in to why I couldn’t stand to hear babies scream. She cleared the energy through the processes that body talk uses and the results were amazing. My anxiety lightened immediately. I still react to crying, but I argue it’s more on a parental level now and less of a post traumatic stress response.

I found my reaction to this knowledge interesting. In my previous post I talked about my asthma and the fragment that had generated that problem. When I learned about the soul fragment and how it worked, I felt like a hero. I had taken on the burden of another and helped to balance out the universe through my life. It made me feel good and victorious. It’s amazing because my asthma has always made me feel weak or lesser. Yet learning that I’d dealt this this for 30 years as someone else’s burden made me feel heroic.

When I learned about this Vietnam fragment, I felt victimized. Why would the universe burden me with such horrible energy? It felt abusive and wrong.

I find this so interesting because looking at the situations from an outside prospective, I can see them as both just energy. And I could feel equally heroic or victimized in both scenarios. It may have simply had to do with my energy entering the situation. I really don’t have an answer to that.

Namaste,

Kevin

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The Singularity Is Coming

Ray Kurzweil, a well-known futurist and luminary, says that the singularity is coming. The implications on our lives are astounding, and the spiritual implications are profound. The singularity, as it is called, refers to a moment in time of such profound impact that it’s hard to see beyond it.

In the physical world ‘singularity’ is used to refer to a black hole. A black hole has an event horizon so large that you really can’t see past it. You can only see that it’s coming, but due to the immensity of it you cannot see around or beyond it.

In this case singularity is used to define a time when we will be fully intertwined with machines so profoundly that the distinction will be difficult if not impossible, and it’s only 30 years away. The singularity is not an event so much as the culmination of thousands of developments over those 30 years which lead to that moment. The developments have already begun.

Baby Steps To the Singularity

Our dependence on technology and interaction with it is one of the first major steps. In many ways we have interlaced our intelligence with computers already. Googling an answer to a question is as second nature as trying to remember it. We have delegated many of our neurological activities to our devices.

There are even direct neurological interfaces to computers. There are handicapped people that are bed ridden and incapable of communicating through their own bodies that have been directly interfaced to computers. This direct interface enables them to interact with and experience the world in a way that they had lost. When asked if they felt these computer interfaces made them less human, the response was quite the opposite. These mechanical devices and communication means made them feel more human and connected again. The machines have become the humanizing element for them.

Wait, There Is More

The addition of electronics to our world is something we are well familiar with. It’s been slowly creeping up on us to the point that we have been softened to the approach. But the next major step is personal download. The ability to effectively copy a person through memory and pattern recognizers and effectively pull them into a computer’s memory.

I’ll stop here for a moment and let that sink in…

At this point of discussion I find my brain fragmenting into a million directions of thought and protest. Aren’t we more than our memories and neurons? If we understand the human brain enough would it even be possible to copy me? How do you protect your digital self from piracy? Would my digital self have a soul?

Regarding whether it’s possible to make a digital copy of me, and whether the human brain is that simple. The answer is in many ways,” just wait and see.” This is coming. Barring a cataclysm that destroys humanity and sets our technology back millennia, we are in fact headed in this direction. In some ways the path is incidental with the technological developments we are making. And in some ways, this path is very intentional. Ray Kurzweil has been hired by Google Inc. as their new director of engineering. His mandate is to make this happen to enable the creation of a mind. And once there is one, there will be more than one, and then there will be millions.

What Does This Mean to You?

As I mentioned at the beginning, the spiritual implications of this are profound.

One question that came to me when pondering this was about my digital self. When I have been copied into this system would the digital copy feel like me? Or would it feel like there was something profoundly fundamental to it’s existence missing, a soul. Would the digital me go insane when the memories of me existed in a world that didn’t have a soul. Would that lack cause a psychological snap?

Then the inverse question came to me. What if my digital self was fine and complete in its new existence? Would that then cause me, the real/original me, to have a traumatic epiphany that I am simply a bunch of memories and filters? And would I in some way snap?

Then of course I came up with the question of interface. Once a neurological interface was defined sophisticated enough to make my digital copy feel like it had a body and a sophisticated enough world existed around it that felt in many ways physical and human, how would it distinguish between its world and ours?

And that brought me to the next logical question. If I was already in a computer program, right now, how would I know?

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Namaste, Kevin

What is a Chakra and Why It Is Okay To Talk About Them

Chakras are the primary centers or power in our subtle energy body. There are 7 primary chakras each corresponding the generalized colors of the rainbow ROYGBIV (red, orange, yellow, green, blue, indigo, violet). They are also associated with a specific aspect of our physical and spiritual bodies. The 7 chakras align with the energy channels (or nadis) in our spine. They are the hubs of our subtle energy body.

These 7 chakras are:

(from above the top of the head to the base of the spine)

The Crown Chakra – Color Violet – Just above your head
The Third Eye Chakra – Color Indigo – Located in your forehead
The Throat Chakra – Color Blue – Located in the throat
The Heart Chakra – Color Green – In your Chest
The Solar Plexus – Color Yellow – base of your ribcage
The Sacral Chakra – Color Orange – Belly
The Base/Root Chakra – Color Red – Groin

Image of woman with chakras overlaid. root, sacral, solar plexus, heart, throat, third eye and crown.

This is a good place to step aside for a minute and discuss the model of the energy body. This is an area I had difficulty accepting when I first was introduced to the topic. I know that talking about energy can be a hang up for many people from a traditional western upbringing. The western treatment of the body as a purely physical creation leaves little room for talk of energy and the subtle aspects of the human body that haven’t been explained by science.

Ironically, growing up a Christian, which points to the spiritual body of human beings, talking about the energetic body was rather taboo. We were allowed to talk about the body in terms defined by the doctrines. Any other discussion was deemed “from Satan”. It feels funny even describing it now. Did I really grow up in a framework that considered a Chakra taboo? But the answer is yes, if it wasn’t explicitly discussed in the Bible, it was probably someone trying to lead me astray. Further discussion on this topic is appropriate for another time. Suffice it to say treatment of these concepts of metaphor helps put the model into the appropriate context.

So, my recommendation, to those that are being introduced to this topic for the first time, is to treat it as a metaphor. Even in hardcore scientific discussions metaphors are heavily relied upon.

For example, the model of an atom relies highly on a conceptualized physical construction of an atom. The description of atoms with shells of electrons and the protons and neutrons in the nucleus is a metaphor, or a model. Constructed to help people visualize the characteristics and behavior of an atom. Interestingly if you ask the average person they would say that this is what an atom actually looks like. The model of an atom has been derived from countless observations, experiments and experiences, but it is only a model. If we were able to actually view an atom large enough to be visible to the naked eye I am sure the appearance would shock you, differing dramatically from the artificial construction in your head.

We have never even seen anything as small as an atom, we’ve just observed its impact on the world.

I say all this to warm you up to the topic of chakras and our energetic body. If you dig into different belief systems, you will find discrepancies and even outright contradictions. These problems would appear to invalidate all such ideas. If this is a real part of the human body, why don’t they all agree?

The answer is, “Because it’s a model.” It’s a system of descriptions and details put together based on countless observations, experiments and experiences. The conflicting models were constructed by people looking at humans from different perspectives.

When you talk about the number of bones in a hand, how many kidneys a person has, or the number of teeth in your mouth, there is a discrete and precise answer.

When you get into the more abstract areas of our existence we have to rely on models and metaphor to explain what we see. This is where the chakras and subtle energy body exist, in the abstract. They are models constructed to explain behavior and observation.

According to traditional Indian medicine, the chakras are a number of wheel-like vortices or spirals which exist in the subtle body of living beings. Together they form part of the subtle energy body. The subtle energy body is made up of energy channels (or ‘Nadis’).

Though the model may not be an exact match, you can visualize the nadis in a similar way to our vascular system. But they are not directly visible in the same way that we cannot directly observe an atom.

Our blood flows through our bodies in big blood vessels (arteries) and then the blood flows out to smaller vessels to provide fuel to each cell in our bodies. The blood branches off into smaller and smaller vessels till at last the blood is delivered to each cell.

The energy channels work in a similar way we have the inflow and outflow of energy through the nadis (energy channels). The primary nadis runs up and down and spine and the other nadis branch off from here allowing energy to flow throughout our entire body.

In most ancient texts, the total number of nadis in the human body is stated to be 72,000. So the chakras are a core component of a model used to describe the subtle energy body.

It’s okay to talk about them, it’s okay to learn about them, it’s okay to share. The universe is vaster and more complicated than we can possibly imagine. Some day we may be able to directly observe what an atom looks like. Some day we may be able to directly observe a chakra. Until then, it doesn’t mean they don’t exist. So let’s keep discussion open and allow for any tool that can help us gain understanding.

Don’t be afraid, it’s only a model.

Namaste,

Kevin

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