Bubble Theory

Soap Bubbles

Your world is a bubble.

The bubble represents your sphere of knowledge. Everything that you know and understand is inside of your bubble.

Each time you ask a question your bubble expands.

Each time you answer a question your bubble expands.

But it is still a finite bubble.

You can only know as much as you know.

Everything you do not know is outside of your bubble of knowing.

There are things you know, and there are things you do not know.

The most interesting thing, about the things you do not know, is that there are things you do not know that you do not know.

There are questions you haven’t even thought to ask yet, because you do not even believe they are a valid line of inquiry.

Meaning, you live inside a bubble.

You live inside a self contained world.

Your world is often internally consistent, in that you rationalize explanations for things within the context of what you know.

But the reality is, that reality does operate on rules completely beyond your knowledge.

You know that if you plant seeds in soil and water them, they will grow.

You also know that if you plant a watermelon seed it will not grow into an apple tree.

But you do not know why the plant grows.

You do not know what generative spark fires within it’s structure to cause it to grow.

But you know, based on past experience that it will grow.

So you continue to plant seeds confident that growth will result.

The scope of unknowns outside of our knowledge is infinite.

The amount of information that you are not even aware of, is breathtaking.

In less polite terms, Your ignorance is boundless.

It’s a wonder you can even get out of bed in the morning.

It is fascinating when you begin to understand the amount of lgical assumptions that your mind must make just to walk across an empty room. You have absolutely no idea how you do it. And even more astounding is the fact that you do not care. You simply do it with a devil may care attitude. Your level of entitlement is audacious.

You continue to breath expecting oxygen to just show up in your lungs.

You continue to walk across the floor expecting that the floor will hold you simply because it has in the past.

You continue to make decisions that are life altering despite the fact that you don’t have all the answers. You don’t even have all the questions.

We all live in bubbles.

It is not important that you break your bubble. You can’t.

It is not important that your bubble is very small. It is always going to be.

It is important that you know you live in a bubble. Awareness is key.

The awareness that you know so very little is not intended to stymy you. It’s the human condition. We all know so very little.

Awareness leads to grace for yourself. You muddled through yesterday in your ignorance, you can muddle through today and tomorrow.

Awareness leads to grace for others. Another person’s bubble is entirely different from yours and yet entirely similar. You will often marvel at what they do not know and marvel at what they do know.

But knowing that you and they are confounded and accompanied by ignorance allows for grace.

Namaste,

Kevin

Soap Bubbles

The End From The Beginning

Begining To End

Years ago Scott Adams wrote a book called God’s Debris: A Thought Experiment. I first came across the book in ebook format in the late 90’s. It took several years for it to actually get published, prior to this he had to push the book out for free to anyone that was interested. This is the same Scott Adams of Dilbert fame. But God’s Debris isn’t a satirical work based cartoon. It’s a complete departure from his other works and ventures into the world of philosophy.

 

I’ll throw up a spoiler alert here. If you haven’t read the book and want to, jump out now, feel free, I’m basically going to give away the punch line.

 

The book proffers the idea that we are all God’s Debris. More specifically God got bored of being all powerful and all knowing and everything, so he blew himself up. Instead of this being considered a suicide attempt, it was more of an expansion mixed with amnesia. As a now separated entity he forgot himself and became the whole of the universe.

 

I’ve always liked this idea since the first time I read it. There are several powerful implications in this philosophy.

 

The first and most striking for me is that idea that we can’t lose connection with God. We are God. More specifically we are all pieces of God both in our physical form and our consciousness. We cannot lose our connection to ourselves. I have always liked the idea that our contact with God only appears limited because we do not recognize it. We do not need to reach out to God. We need to become aware of our true nature.

 

It also lends credence to the biblical concept that we were all made in his image. Each a piece of the puzzle that is God. When the pieces are all put back together, they would make the ‘image’ of God. This too makes more sense than the idea that God is a two legged hominid and we were made to look like him.

 

I’ve also had a challenge with the idea that there is an entity that knows the end from the beginning. It appears to devalue our human experience. If it was all seen at the beginning, the pain, the pleasure, the cosmic war, the betrayal,  it seems rather sadistic to follow through with creating it. The process of acting out this play where the suffering is so profound seems to devalue the love of the entity that created it. If you know something will end in fire, aren’t you ultimately responsible when you light the match?

 

As I’ve gotten older and learned to appreciate re-runs, I can say that I do find value in experiencing something again even when I already know how it ends. When you’re connecting with the growth of the characters and caring about how they deal with the situations around them, then there is interest and value in watching a story unfold, even when you know how it will end.

 

Often these philosophical paradoxes are simply met with the answer “I don’t know.” Just because an idea sits well with me doesn’t make it true. Just because an idea disagrees with me doesn’t make it false.  In the end, the universe is, what the universe is, it doesn’t pause and wait for me to agree with it. But perhaps I have already agreed with the nature of the universe. Perhaps I even condoned and conceived it’s nuances before it all began, and then I chose to forget. Perhaps I should replace the phrase “I don’t know” with “I have chosen to forget.”

 

Namaste,

 

Kevin

Begining To End

Keeping Life Interesting

Medieval Knight Child

Have you ever played a game in god mode?

 

Typically god mode turns all the cheats on in a game. You can do anything, go anywhere, be invincible. Suddenly without any effort at all, you can have all the coolest armor, all the best weapons. The boss battles that you would have struggled with, playing over and over again, are over in seconds. Things you’d have to spend hours doing during normal game play, are immediate, or you can even just bypass them.

 

You won’t have to trudge through the dessert to find the 7 lost ancient baubles, so you can make the omega key and open the chest of lost knowledge. It’s all handed to you at the click of a mouse.

 

I have turned on good mode in a few games and the results are often disappointing at best. Oh sure it’s interesting for the first few minutes. You can explore the places too dangerous for you to visit before. Wander the forest where everything would have killed you, knowing nothing can stop you now. But all too quickly, as you start to analyze what you’re doing, you realize, everything that had value previously, does not anymore.

 

The entire economy of the game has collapsed. Everything that meant something before, is meaningless. You don’t have to worry about getting the armor of great brilliance, because you can’t die. You don’t need a sword of insane awesomeness, because your hands are lethal weapons. You don’t need to defeat the boss of Swampy Evil, because you can just walk past her.

 

Now consider your own journey here as a human being. I think this is the reason the universe has seen fit to blank our memory upon arrival. When we arrive on this planet, for our human experience, we are given a clean slate. If we remembered everything about why we came here and where we came from and what was to happen, the game would appear rigged. There would be no incentive to proceed. There would be no interest. The adventure would be over before it began.

 

Without the illusion generated by complete amnesia there would be no perception of risk.

 

The stakes are high in this life.

We are here with the idea that this is all there is and that everything is riding on this life.

But if we had absolute certainty that this was only an elaborate illusion put together for our amusement and education we wouldn’t be invested.

The total amnesia that accompanies the arrival here into our humanity is crucial to keep life interesting.

 

If the challenge is gone. The risk is gone.

Life just becomes a tedious exercise of moving pixels around on a computer screen. The mental investment is lost and you are left with complex animation with no purpose.

 

On the other hand. If the game is complex enough, having higher knowledge can simply change the game. Alter your perceived values.

 

There are several ways to look at god mode functionality. Depending on the complexity of the game instead of breaking the game, it initiates a subtle shift in the game. Everything that mattered in the game doesn’t any more. Your perspective has shifted and you no longer value what used to have value. Instead you find a new economy in the game. You battle for higher stakes.

Maybe previously you were fighting for your own survival.

Now you are trying to save the native people from the onslaught of giant tree grubs.

 

If a game is complex enough and interesting enough you can actually find a higher level game, a meta game if you will, within the game. Suddenly your powers are required to pursue a higher purpose. You have gone from the victim to the maker. You have changed from a boat on the unforgiving river, to a mountain around which the river must alter its coarse.

 

When we do capture glimpses of the higher reality that brought us here it informs our values regarding the real economy.

It fractures that illusion that we must have the iphone of awesomeness and shifts our values to the higher economy.

What if we already entered the cheat code, and we’re playing in god mode, but we forgot?

 

Namaste,

Kevin

Medieval Knight Child

Don’t Fall Asleep

Stay Awake! Surprised Woman

If you can read this line, odds are, you are awake.

 

No, seriously, I mean it. From a cosmic and spiritual standpoint, the simple fact that you are here reading this, implies that you have woken up. It implies that you are aware of the world around you and aware that there is something more. You are, as the terminology goes, “Awake”.

 

Please understand. This isn’t an ego thing. I’m not saying because you read my blog you’re part of an elite spiritual team that I hand picked and assembled. Though it’s mostly true, but really not my doing. So why do you come here?

 

I don’t cover my website in adverts with half naked women. Or tips on how to refinance your home loan. I don’t talk about sports or technology. I don’t often reference pop culture, though I am guilty of frequent science fiction and fantasy references…

 

The fact that you’re still here. The fact that you care enough to even read this far into my writings means you are a seeker.

 

What is a seeker? Well quite simply you’re looking for something.

 

Harry Potter has a perfect analogy for this in the game of quidditch. I don’t want to get too far off topic, so I’ll let you research quidditch if you’re not familiar with it. But the important part is, in the game of quidditch the entire team is focused on the main sport of scoring goals with the primary ball. But there is a special role for the seeker. He or she essentially ignores the rest of the game looking for a small, hard to catch, ball called the golden snitch. The team that finds the snitch first, often wins, because it’s worth so many points. It’s a game changer.

 

You are the seeker, you’re looking for the game changer. All around you are people distracted by the big game. But you know there is something more. You are awake to the larger reality.

 

So why am I even drawing attention to your waking state? Because it’s slipping. Because it’s so easy to lapse back into a sleeping state. The world around you is pummeling your senses all day. The constant barrage is making it difficult to maintain your spiritual consciousness. You are at serious risk of lapsing into a spiritual coma.

 

The simple solution is don’t fall asleep. Don’t let yourself lapse back into a sleeping state. But there is more to it than just saying it. Like a slogan discouraging kids from doing drugs, it’s easier said, than done. There is peer pressure and curiosity and all manner of distraction flying in the face of your effort to stay conscious. So here are some ideas and reminders of ways to maintain your alertness. Think of them as spiritual caffeine.

 

Seek your quiet place. The resolution to an abundance of noise is not more noise. You have to find the center of your worldly storm and visit it. The eye of your hurricane where you can see the storm, but not be the storm. Visit as often as you can allow. Even if it’s only once a week.

Sometimes it feels like the only time I have in the eye is when I’m sitting trying to determine what I’m going to write about for my blog. I’d like to say it’s for all of you, but that would be a omission of truth. I’m glad to have visitors here, but I write this because I need an excuse to visit the eye of my storm. Thank you for being part of my excuse.

 

Seek out other seekers. It’s biblical “like sharpens like”. Steel is used to sharpen steel. You can’t sharpen a knife with a watermelon. Seek out like minded people that are looking for the same things you are. You don’t have to agree on everything, in fact disagreement can be even more powerful than consensus. Seek for the seekers.

 

Filter your input to those items that invigorate your connection to the higher. I come from a world where this is an exclusionary statement. I grew up in a world where this would imply you need to shut down the internet and turn off the TV. Where the approved sources for inspiration are few and solitary. Where the items of input are approved by the proffered officials of your faith. I do not mean it that way. I simply mean that you need to filter your input and choose your sources wisely. I will be honest, much of my spiritual input comes from watching old science fiction reruns and filtering for the deeper truth. I don’t recommend it to all and I know I would be judged by many for this choice. But the pathway leads me to where I walk and the flowers here are pretty. To be sure my lizard brain enjoys the walk more than a reading through of the Bhagavad Gita. To all things there is a time and place. Walk your path, no one else can walk it for you.

 

Namaste,

Kevin

Stay Awake! Surprised Woman